The Place I Want To Get Back To

by Mary Oliver


is where

   in the pinewoods

     in the moments between

       the darkness



and first light

   two deer

     came walking down the hill

       and when they saw me


they said to each other, okay, 

   this one is okay,

     let's see who she is

       and why she is sitting


on the ground like that, 

   so quiet, as if

     asleep, or in a dream, 

       but, anyway, harmless;


and so they came 

   on their slender legs 

     and gazed upon me

       not unlike the way


I go out to the dunes and look 

   and look and look 

     into the faces of the flowers; 

       and then one of them leaned forward 


and nuzzled my hand, and what can my life 

   bring to me that could exceed

     that brief moment?

       For twenty years


I have gone every day to the same woods, 

   not waiting, exactly, just lingering.

     Such gifts, bestowed, 

       can't be repeated.


If you want to talk about this

   come to visit. I live in the house

     near the corner, which I have named

       Gratitude. 



Photo Credit: Home, SEPhillips, Digital Photo, 2011.



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